So thank you guys. Seriously made me feel really good. I am just a "friend" person. It's hard for me when i'm in a new place and don't really know people all that well. But I just need to be patient. It'll will come.
And thanks for your advice. I do need to declutter my life and focus on what's really important. I can easily get caught up in so many things and think I can handle it. I can't. So I hope to go with that plan and see what happens.
But most importantly, I need to believe in what I know. I know that whenever I feel alone or sad, moody or having a bad day, Heavenly Father & Jesus Christ are just a prayer away. I need to rely on Him more. I need to implement more of Him in my life. I have taken that for granted and I shouldn't have. I know what I should be doing. And when I do, I feel so much better. So why do I always forget?! Sigh...that's life, right?
Thank you again. It's good to know that I am not alone in feeling this way. And that I can fix it :)
Love you ladies :)